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Tuesday, 24 September 2013

Ambivalence.

Forgive me if I post too often, or if I will be posting very often in several days. I'm currently in a wobbly state of mind. Kind of like there's too much cs fluid in my cranium so my brain floats here and there and everywhere a lot lately (pardon me dude that statement lacked scientific basis-just a dumb saying). There's just too many things I have to say without anyone quite willing to hear. There are piles and arrays of thoughts and feelings in my head and I'm running out of idea to express them conveniently.

When I put it up in a crowded place, some cynical people will say "so what?" and I'll start feeling guilty for messing up their timeline. When I put it up in a not so crowded place, other sarcastic people will think I'm shouting for attention and start a confrontation. I finally hope this silent place is the safest hiding place, nobody cares to read, nobody cares to even peek. [Then who in the world am I writing this to? Aliens, probably ehh :/]

Here's a little soundtrack for tonight's post, also with a video link). This is my song of the week, and this one is my favorite version of the song.

~Vultures~
The John Mayer* Trio

Some of us, we're hardly ever here
The rest of us, we're born to disappear
How do I stop myself from being just a number
How will I hold my head to keep from going under

Down to the wire
I wanted water but I'll walk to the fire
If this is what it takes to take me even higher
Then I'll come through like I do when the world keeps testing me,
testing me
testing me.

Hope you enjoyed. 
*He's one awesome singer, songwriter (or poet?), and guitar player. And about the trio, they're tremendous!

Sunday, 16 June 2013

And I Keep On Procrastinating

Didn't you just say you'll start studying?
Yeah I did
And your exam is in how many days from today?
umm two.
So have you started studying yet?
Nope.
What did you do instead?
A lot, of other, things.
Such as?
Idk, I opened you tube.
What were you hoping to find?
Some fun! I was bored!
So did you find fun?
Yeah sort of. No, yes I did.
Which was?
I watched an episode of Angela Anaconda, Hey Arnold!, and, that's all. I wanted to look up for Daria and Rugrats but my mom was home early.
That's what you call fun?
Yeah, Angela was cool! :D When I was a kid I always thought that cartoon's weird. But you know, it's not that bad actually, she really has a personality lol.
And you're proud of wasting your time watching Ms. Anaconda instead of studying?
Well I missed her. I was thinking about the cartoons I used to watch when I was a kid. I miss my childhood. I really do.

What a random crap --"