A Seemingly Failing Holiday

I have at last finished up my journey in the second semester of med school :)
How's everything been? I cant guarantee flying colors since I haven't seen all my grades- the system's just keeping it a secret from me with no reason- but at least I didn't have to take any remedial. thank goodness.
It was rather tough, I honestly have to admit. Since the very beginning of the semester, I was evidently aware of having to study every single minute of my life in the second semester, and it freaked the hell outta me. But once again I have to admit that I didn't actually do that: Sitting still on my desk and concentrate on studying, staying up late, waking up early, all the study programs I made, the timetables I sticked on my bedroom walls- i planned them all, but it failed. I didn't remember the last time I studied. I didn't remember studying in the middle of the night. It was freaking weird. I watched a movie the night before one of my anatomy exam, I played with my sister a lot, I blogged, I read other nonsense in the middle of the exam week. But I survived. I guess it was all fate.It was fate. It came from my prayers, and my parent's and I have to pay a lot for it. For all the goodness Allah has given me.

So I planned to study again this holiday. I have started reading my anatomy books again, that I did on the first day of my unoffficial dholiday.

But circumstances cancel out my holiday plans.

tbc
July 9th. 2.46 PM. GMT+7.